Come, Holy Spirit. Enkindle in our hearts, the fire of Your Divine Love.



Blessed Mother Mary, Queen of Carmel,

protect and pray for us.



Monday, June 7, 2010

Discussion of Ch. 10 - Autobiography of St. Teresa of Avila - The Life of Teresa of Jesus

   The Life of the Holy Mother
      Teresa of Jesus

      "The Life" 

Life of St. Teresa of Jesus
of the Order of Our Lady of Carmel


Discussion of Chapter 10
 She begins to explain
- the graces God gave her in prayer, and
- how much we can do for ourselves, and
- of the importance of understanding
      God's mercies towards us.
- She requests those to whom
      this is to be sent
   to keep the remainder (of this book) secret,
      since they have commanded her
   to go into so many details
      about the graces God has shown her.
- The Graces She Received in Prayer.
- What We Can Do Ourselves.
- The Great Importance of Understanding
      What Our Lord Is Doing for Us.
- She Desires Her Confessors
       to Keep Her Writings Secret,
   Because of the Special Graces
       of Our Lord to Her,
   Which They Had Commanded Her
       to Describe.

 CHAPTER 10
Discussion Questions:
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1a). In paragraph #1, what prayer experience
            did St. Teresa describe?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]

1b). How does St. Teresa
           define mystical theology
           and the effects on the faculties?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]

2). In paragraph #2, St. Teresa describes
         her prayer state
       that she experienced
         prior to her experience of
       consciousness of the presence of God
         and mystical theology.

2a). How does she describe
           her previous prayer state?
            [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]
 2b). Can one totally earn this prayer state
           or is it a gift of God?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2, 3 ]
 2c). What, if anything, can be attempted
           by one's own effort?
            [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2, 3 ]
2d). What does she recommend one to do?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2]
2e). How does she describe
           the benefits of this prayer state?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

3). How does St. Teresa advise one
        who has received the grace
           of this prayer state,
           ("tenderness in devotion") ?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 3 ]


4a). In Paragraph #4, St. Teresa warns of
         two mistakes regarding Humility.
          What are these mistakes and
          Why does she say these are mistakes?
             Life: Ch. 10: # 4, 5 ]

4b). What does she advise the soul
           to do in accordance with humility?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 4, 5, 6 ]


5a). What is the "precious pearl"
            which St. Teresa advises us
              to remember,
         which powerfully invites us to love."?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: # 7, 6, 5 ]

5b). Of what, is this the fruit?
         and what "must we acknowledge"?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: #7]

6). In Paragraph #8, St. Teresa continues
        to discuss and clarify "the condition
       on which the Lord "dispenses His treasures".

6a). What does she recommend people do?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: # 8 ]

6b). What does she say regarding
            our (human) nature and
          Why is the acknowledgement of God's
            love and gifts important?
            [ Life: Ch. 10: # 8,9 ]

7). According to a manuscript footnote #5,
          the Confessors "to whom this is to be sent,
          was F. Pedro Ybañez,
          of the Order of St. Dominic
       Of what was St. Teresa instructed
           to give an account?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 13, 10 ]

8 ). What warning does St. Teresa give
        regarding the ability to understand
          her description of
       "these matters which concern prayer"?
          [ Life: Ch. 10: # 14 ]
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1a). In paragraph #1, how did St. Teresa
          describe her prayer experience?
           [ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]


St. Teresa said that she experienced the
consciousness of the presence of God
What: - "a feeling of the presence of God 
     would come over me unexpectedly"
- so that I could
     in no wise doubt
   either that
    -- He was within me,
   or that
    -- I was wholly absorbed in Him.

How:
- "It was not by way of vision"

When:
- When I formed those pictures
      within myself
   of throwing myself at the feet of Christ
- sometimes "when picturing Christ...and
   sometimes when reading"

Duration:
- it used to pass quickly away
   ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]

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1b). How does St. Teresa define 

                mystical theology
             and the effects on the faculties?
               [ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]


In Chapter 10, Paragraph #1, St. Teresa described 

   mystical theology and the effects on the faculties as:
- "The soul is suspended in such a way
     that it seems to be
    utterly beside itself. 


- The will loves;

- the memory...
      seems...as (if) it were lost;

- the understanding...
      makes no reflections--
   yet is not lost: 


   it is not at work,
   but it stands as if amazed
     at the greatness
   of the things it understands;

   for God wills it to understand
     that it understands
   nothing whatever
     of that which His Majesty
   places before it.
     ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 1 ]

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2). In paragraph #2, St. Teresa describes
her prayer state that she experienced
prior to her experience of
consciousness of the presence of God
and mystical theology.

2a). How does she describe
              her previous prayer state?

               [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

Previously St. Teresa had experienced
"a certain tenderness of soul"

"Before this, I had a
    certain tenderness of soul
  which was very abiding..."
    [ Life: Ch. 10:  # 2 ]

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2b). Can one totally earn this prayer state
              or is it a gift of God?

                [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2, 3 ]

St. Teresa said that 


- This is "entirely the gift of God".
    ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

- though without God
     nothing can be done--

- cannot...be purchased
   with all the labours
       of the world
         ...[ Life: Ch. 10:# 3 ]

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2c). What, if anything,
              can be attempted
              by one's own effort?

                [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2, 3 ]

St. Teresa stated that this prayer state 

   can not be obtained by one's own effort 
without the help of God;

Yet, she said
- that one can,
        with the help of God,
      try to dispose themselves.
- that through prayer and
       efforts toward detachment
   perhaps one can "almost", "partially" 

   evoke compassion/openheartedness/love.

   This "tenderness of soul was
    - ...was...partially attainable,
       in some measure,
       by our own efforts:
    - a consolation which is
       not wholly in the senses,
       nor yet altogether in the spirit,
    - but is all of it the gift of God".
        ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

   "for one of those tears...
     - are almost in our own power,
     - though without God
         nothing can be done--

  "for one of those tears...
    ( that "certain tenderness of soul")
    cannot...be purchased
      with all the labours
    of the world..."
     ...[ Life: Ch. 10:# 3 ]

   "His Majesty seems to reward
     this slight carefulness of ours
    with so grand a gift
      as is this consolation"
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

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2d). What does she recommend one
                   to do?

                [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

In regard to recommendations regarding
  disposing ourselves toward this prayer state,
St. Teresa said:

"I think we can contribute much
  towards the attaining of it by:

~Rejoicing in the contemplation
   - of His works,
   - of His greatness, and
   - of the love that He bears us.

~ Considering
   - our vileness and
   - our ingratitude towards God
   - the great things He has done for us
   - His Passion, with its grievous pains and
   - His life, so full of sorrows; 


   There are...Many other considerations...
     which he who really desires
   to make progress
     will often stumble on,
   though he may not be very much
    on the watch for them".

~ Love
    "If with this,
      there be a little love,
    - the soul is comforted,
    - the heart is softened,
       and tears flow.
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10:#2 ]

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2e). How does she describe
              the benefits of this prayer state?

                [ Life: Ch. 10: # 2, 3 ]

Regarding the benefits
  of this prayer state, 

  (this tenderness of the soul)
St. Teresa states that the soul receives:
  - comfort, 

  - encouragement, and 
  - joy

  "If with this,
  there be a little love,
   - the soul is comforted,
   - the heart is softened,
      and tears flow".

 "Sometimes it seems that
   we do violence to ourselves and weep;
  at other times, our Lord seems to do so,
   so that we have no power to resist Him.

 His Majesty seems
  to reward this slight carefulness of ours
 with so grand a gift as is this consolation
  which He ministers to the soul
 of seeing itself weeping for so great a Lord.

 I am not surprised;
  for the soul has reason enough,
 and more than enough, for its joy.
Here it comforts itself--here it rejoices."
 ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 2 ]

 "These joys in prayer are like
    what those of heaven must be.
  And in truth, in the beginning,
  a soul 

      in which God works this grace
  thinks that now
      it has scarcely anything more to desire,
  and counts itself abundantly rewarded
      for all the service it has rendered Him.

 And what greater gain
   can we have
 than some testimony of
   our having pleased God? 

     ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 3 ]
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3). How does St. Teresa advise one
          who has received the grace
        of this prayer state,

         ("tenderness of soul") ?
            [ Life: Ch. 10: # 3 ]

St. Teresa advised:
  "Let him, then,
    who shall have attained to this:


       - give praise unto God


       - acknowledge himself to be
            one of God's greatest debtors; 


            because it seems to be His will
              to take him into His house,
            having chosen him for His kingdom,
              if he does not turn back.
               ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 3 ]
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4a).In Paragraph #4, St. Teresa warns regarding 

            two mistakes regarding Humility.
           What are these mistakes and
            Why does she say these are mistakes?

             ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 4, 5 ]

Regarding Humility, St. Teresa warns against


(1) the  failure to acknowledge a gift from God



      She teaches of the importance of
        - realizing and acknowledging the gifts / graces 

             that God grants us
          in order to be thankful for the gifts / graces
             that God grants us

       "Some think it humility
           not to believe
        that God is bestowing His gifts
           upon them".

Why:
~ To fail to acknowledge a gift from God
      - is not humility
      - does not allow us to be thankful for these gifts.
         if we do realize that the Lord is
             bestowing gifts upon us


~ An acknowledgement of His generosity:

       - Prompts us to thank Him
             for these graces and gifts
     - Arouses us to love Him



                "let us be grateful to His Majesty 
                  for them (His gifts) ;"
                for if we do not recognize the gifts
                  received at His hands,
               we shall never be moved to love Him". 
                 ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 4  ]
                
               "It is a most evident truth,
                that our love for a person 
                   is greater,
                 the more distinctly we remember
                   the good he has done us." 
      
                  ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5 ]

   - Does not assert that we have actually
          earned or merited these gifts
          by our own labors and efforts;

         So, does not evoke self-pride
          Since we realize the gift
          is not deserved by our efforts.

              "God bestows His gifts
                  without any merit whatever
                  on our part;

              "It is a most certain truth, 

                 that the richer 
                        we see ourselves to be,
                     confessing at the same time 

                       our poverty,
                 the greater will be our progress,
                 and the more real our humility."
                  ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 4 ]

(2) Similarly, she warns against 

         the soul being fearful,
      "thinking itself incapable
           of receiving great blessings".

Why:
   "An opposite course tends
        to take away all courage;
     for we shall think ourselves
       incapable of great blessings,
     if we begin to frighten ourselves
        with the dread of vain-glory
     when our Lord begins
       to show His mercy upon us.."

    This, she says, is a temptation.

         "Let us believe that
              He Who gives these gifts
           will also,
              when the devil begins
                  to tempt us herein,
           give us
               - the grace to detect him, and
               - the strength to resist him--
                  ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5 ]
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4b). What does she advise the soul to do 

              in accordance with humility?
                [ Life: Ch. 10: # 4, 5, 6 ]

Regarding Humility, St. Teresa advises:


- To acknowledge
       the gifts and graces
   that we receive from God
       so that we will grow
   in gratitude and love for Him.


       "and let us be grateful 

           to His Majesty for them;
        for if we do not recognize the gifts
            received at His hands,
        we shall never be moved to love Him"

          ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 4 ]


         "It is a most evident truth,
             that our love for a person is greater,
           the more distinctly we remember
             the good he has done us." 



              ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5 ]

         "it is lawful, and so meritorious,
             always to remember
           - that we have our being from God,
           - that He has created us out of nothing,
           - that He preserves us,
           and also to remember
           - all the benefits of His death and Passion,
                   which He suffered
                          long before He made us
                   for every one of us now alive--
              
     ...[ Life: Ch. 10: #6 ]



- To remember that these are gifts,
      undeserved, unearned and unmerited
   by our efforts.

      They are not payments for our labors. 


   God grants gifts 
         to benefit those in need 
      according to His will;
      not according to our will
         merits or capabilities.

        "It is a most certain truth,
           that the richer we see ourselves to be,
        confessing at the same time our poverty,
           the greater will be our progress,
        and the more real our humility"

        ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 4 ]


- Not to think we are
     "incapable of great blessings".

       ....[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5]

- Depend on God for graces,
     not on our own efforts or capabilities.


- Pray for the grace
    to resist temptations against humility.

       "Let us believe that
           He Who gives these gifts
       will also,
           when the devil begins
           to tempt us herein,
       give us
         - the grace to detect him, and
         - the strength to resist him

       ...He will do so
          if we walk in simplicity before God,
               aiming at pleasing Him only,
               and not men.

               ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5 ]

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5a). What is the "precious pearl"
              which St. Teresa advises us
                   to remember,
              which powerfully 

                    invites us to love."?
                      [ Life: Ch. 10: # 7, 6, 5 ]

Here, St. Teresa continues to teach about
 - Acknowledgement and valueing
       the gifts and mercies of God,
 - Thankfulness for them, and
 - detachment.

  St. Teresa reminds us that we already
    have received so many blessings from God.
     ... a precious pearl, which,
    when we remember
        - that it is given us, and
        - that we have it in possession,
     powerfully invites us to love."
      ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 7]


    Our acknowledgement and thankfulness
      for these blessings, "invites us to love"
    since "our love for a person is greater,
      the more distinctly we remember
    the good he has done us."
     ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 5 ]

 St. Teresa advises one
  "always to remember" that God
    - not only created and preserves us,
    - He suffered for us, all,



           "it is...so meritorious, 
              always to remember
           - that we have our being from God,
           - that He has created us out of nothing,
           - that He preserves us,
           and also to remember
          - all the benefits of His death and Passion,
               which He suffered
               long before He made us
            for every one of us now alive
             ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 6]


    - And also, similar to her experience,
       He gives to those who are
          "so utterly undeserving"
           and attached to "vanities".
        the "grace
             to speak only of Himself"
        (detachment from temporal things)
             

            "...I was once accustomed
                 to speak of vanities,
              and... now
                 our Lord has given me
              the grace to speak only of Himself"
               ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 6]

      When one does realize
         and acknowledge the gift
      of "contempt
        - of the world and
        - of self",
      which one has received
        from God
      one should "consider oneself
        a "greater debtor" to
            His mercy and love,
       thereby, inviting (one) to love".
       

           "It is clear that 
            - such souls
                 must consider themselves
                  -- greater debtors-
                  -- under greater obligations
                         to serve Him:
           - we must acknowledge that
                we have nothing of ourselves, and
           - confess the munificence of our Lord,
                  Who, on a soul...
                       so utterly undeserving,...
                  would bestow greater riches"
                      ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 7]
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5b). Of what, is this the fruit?
            and What "must we acknowledge"?

             [ Life: Ch. 10: #7]

St. Teresa stated:
"All this is the
  - fruit of prayer
  - founded on humility".

"We must
  - acknowledge that
     we have nothing of ourselves, and
  - confess the munificence of our Lord,
     Who, on a soul
       so wretched and poor, and
       so utterly undeserving,
     as mine is,--
     ...would bestow greater riches
        than I could desire.
        ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 7]
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6). In Paragraph #8, St. Teresa continues to 

       discuss and clarify "the condition on which 
       the Lord "dispenses His treasures".

6a). What does she recommend people do?
             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 8 ]

St. Teresa recommends:
 - perseverence in prayer,
     striving with the help of God ,
     to practice virtue, good works

- Thanksfulness, gratitude
      for His mercies and gifts

  "We must
      - renew our strength to serve Him
      - strive not to be ungrateful,
    because it is on this condition
      that our Lord dispenses His treasures;
    for if we do not make a good use
        - of them, and
        - of the high estate
                to which He raises us,
     He will return and take them from us,
        and we shall be poorer than ever.

       For how shall he be useful, and
               how shall he spend liberally,
          who does not know that he is rich?
           ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 8 ]
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6b). What does she say regarding
                our (human) nature and
            Why is the knowledge of God's
                love and gifts important?

                  [ Life: Ch. 10: # 8, 9 ]

St. Teresa teaches that 

   our natures are self-seeking but
 if one is ever mindful and thankful
     of the mercies and graces
 that they have received from God,
    they will be
     - inspired to love and
     - strengthened in detachments
     - encouraged in trials
     - strengthened in Faith



 Regarding our nature, St. Teresa said:
     "Our nature is so dead,
          that we go after that
       which we see immediately before us"
          ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 9]

   "It is not possible, I think,
      our nature being what it is,
    that he can have the courage
     necessary for great things
    who does not know
      that God is on his side;

    for so miserable are we,
          so inclined to the things
               of this world,
               ... [ Life: Ch. 10: # 8 ]

Why is the knowledge of God's
    love and gifts important?



- Since by our natures, 
    one "can hardly have
      - any real abhorrence of,
      - with great detachment from,
               all earthly things
     who does not see
        that he holds some pledges
     for those things that are above.

 -  It is by these gifts
       that our Lord gives us that strength
     which we
           through our sins
      have lost."
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 8 ]


- "A man will hardly wish
       to be held in contempt and abhorrence,
    nor will he seek
      after the other great virtues...
    if he has not some pledges
        of the love which God bears him,
     together with a living faith.

- and it is these graces, therefore,
      that quicken and strengthen our faith."
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 9]
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7). According to footnote #5,
       the Confessor

        "to whom this is to be sent"
             was F. Pedro Ybañez,
          of the Order of St. Dominic
      Of what was St. Teresa instructed 

            to give an account?
            [ Life: Ch. 10: # 13, 10 ]

St. Teresa said she was instructed:
   "... to give some account of the graces
       which our Lord bestowed
       upon me in prayer
        ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 13]

   "I speak from my own experience,
       as I have been commanded".
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 10 ]

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8 ). What warning does St. Teresa give
           regarding the ability to understand
            her description of
          "these matters which concern prayer"?

             [ Life: Ch. 10: # 14 ]

She stated that
 if persons do not have experience
    of those prayer states
  regarding which she is describing,
    they will not be able to understand 

  all that she is trying to convey.

She indicates the limitations of:
- words in describing 

       her prayer experience
- her own limitation in expressing
       her prayer experience.
  ( "How(ever) clear...I may wish
       to make my account".)

"How clear soever
      I may wish
  to make my account of that
      which relates to prayer,
  it will be obscure enough
      for those who are without experience".
       ...[ Life: Ch. 10: # 14 ]

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